Would you like me to list also the paths of repentance? They are numerous
and quite varied, and all lead to heaven.
A first path of repentance is the condemnation
of your own sins: Be the first to admit your sins and you will be justified.
For this reason, too, the prophet wrote: I said: I will accuse myself
of my sins to the Lord, and you forgave the wickedness of my heart.
Therefore, you too should condemn your own sins; that will be enough
reason for the Lord to forgive you, for a man who condemns his own sins
is slower to commit them again. Rouse your conscience to accuse you
within your own house, lest it become your accuser before the judgment
seat of the Lord.
That, then, is one very good path of
repentance. Another and no less valuable one is to put out of our minds
the harm done us by our enemies, in order to master our anger, and to
forgive our fellow servants' sins against us. Then our own sins against
the Lord will be forgiven us. Thus you have another way to atone for
sin: For if you forgive your debtors, your heavenly Father will forgive
you.
Do you want to know of a third path?
It consists of prayer that is fervent, careful and comes from the heart.
If you want to hear of a fourth, I will
mention almsgiving, whose power is great and far-reaching.
If, moreover, a man lives a modest,
humble life, that, no less than the other things I have mentioned, takes
sin away. Proof of this is the tax-collector who had no good deeds to
mention, but offered his humility instead and was relieved of a heavy
burden of sins.
Thus I have shown you five paths of
repentance; condemnation of your own sins, forgiveness of our neighbor's
sins against us, prayer, almsgiving and humility.
Do not be idle, then, but walk daily
in all these paths; they are easy, and you cannot plead your poverty.
For, though you live out your life amid great need, you can always set
aside your wrath, be humble, pray diligently and condemn your own sins;
poverty is no hindrance. Poverty is not an obstacle to our carrying
out the Lord's bidding, even when it comes to that path of repentance
which involves giving money (almsgiving, I mean). The widow proved that
when she put her two mites into the box!
Now that we have learned how to heal
these wounds of ours, let us apply the cures. Then, when we have regained
genuine health, we can approach the holy table with confidence, go gloriously
to meet Christ, the king of glory, and attain the eternal blessings
through the grace, mercy and kindness of Jesus Christ, our Lord.